Depressing Waters—by Ali Analise
I care too much, but don’t care enough. Everything I want I can’t have, things that I seem to need are closer than they appear but farther than I could ever reach…I’m feeling kind of broken, lost at sea, a ship without its captain to guide it smoothly across the waters…its raining inside? Am I drowning now? Im filled to the brim, with ideas and illusion, but no reality. Where am I going with the nonsense? I don’t like the reality I’m in, can I make another to stay and live in? Will you still be there? Will I?